overwhelming my heart

I cannot wait. I really cannot wait to go to film school. I cannot wait to be in the next generation of filmmakers. Just the thought of it gets my heart racing. In fact, my heart is racing right now, Ahhh... This feeling is overwhelming. I want to cry from joy. I want to make people feel feelings. I want to make people cry, laugh, be mad, sad, remorseful, confident, energized, and scared. I cannot wait to tell stories that have the potential of changing people's lives for the better. Ahhh...

So here is a story.

Today, I really wanted to see Inside Out and my sister, Diana, and I went to every Redbox close to our home, but the movie was not in anyone. It had been rented in all kiosks. Even though I was not able to get a copy of Inside Out I felt very happy. "Everyone is watching the movie," I remember thinking. I was, still am, very happy. "I'll watch it later. It's not the end of the world," I thought. I haven't seen the movie but hope to see it soon. I think it will make me cry. It must be a beautiful creation. I know it has to be.

Then,

while Diana and I looked for the movie at the last kiosk a family of four, a mother, father, and two little girls ran happily to the kiosk where we stood. They stood behind us and the little girls jumped around. The little girls were so happy to be renting a movie. They got me thinking, "Wow, I hope to make people so happy some day." I almost cried. I feel like crying. It is people like those little girls that I want to make films for. Just the thought of their reactions is overwhelming my heart.